Wow, I would be depressed if i organized one and didn't go to it, i would keep on thinking what i missed and that i should have been there.
yeah, this was a while back when i was first discovering my bukkake fetish. it was just a rush to get it started and then i just got too nervous and said, eh, go on without me.
at least i helped a girl live out a very naughty little fantasy of hers.
that was the whole point, after all.
